In the beginning, there is a little will to write something about “emphasizing dream” but I think more and more, I haven’t been able to do that. I can’t emphasize my will, my dream, my steps. Alloh, You know what happened while I’m writing these.

Apa ini jadinya bila seorang pendengar ingin memberontak demi mencapai posisi yang dirasanya lebih baik? Ingin jadi yang didengar? Ngelawak.


Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are

I don’t want to judge anyone, any condition, even God. Astaghfirulloh. How big my sins were.

This is a challenge for me. Right?

A question comes to head and makes a chaos.

“If I am too weak…
How can I make the others strong?
How can I become inspiration for the others?
How can I motivate them?”

My destiny is not for that?”

Tears drop out.

Someone whispers into my ear. “Do you believe with destiny?
You believe, but you don’t know what exactly what God has planned for you.
You should try, try, and try. Make your own destiny?”

Wahai Sahabat, tanpa terkecuali seluruh bagian umat, semoga diri-diri yang telah berjuang ini meraih bahagia dunia akhirat. Jalan ini, pincang ini, ngesot ini, menolak tamat!