Assalamu alaikum wr. wb.

It’s raining, that makes my words like gliding out from my mind.
My eyes got bored looking on my twitter’s timeline.

Suddenly, a tease voice whisper to my mind, “In case, you had a boyfriend this night shouldn’t be bored like this.” I sigh deeply as hoping, but in a hurry I say, “Astaghfirullah……..”
Astaghfirullahal adzim (I’m begging forgiveness from Allah swt. the almighty)

As just realized, I know that tease voice is devil’s. I try to keep thinking about how risk a puppy love. I’m still 15 years old, huh.

Uh, my mind can’t stop this. Imagination had crossed the line. Ih!

“Ah, I sure this night he’s thinking about you. All about you. Remember when he stared at you? Oh, it’s like he can’t remove!”
Uh, the devil’s really peachy in flushing a feelings.
I shake my head, “Ih!

The devil doesn’t give up, he’s a great fighter, really.

It’s raining, that makes my feelings like gliding out from my mind.
My hand be held by him, the wind reach our skin, it tickle.
Without realizing, his lips fall on my cheek. Agh.
That makes my fingers hold his hand stronger.

Em.. Seems delighted having a boyfriend…
I firm my lips, inhaling, how dare you devil!

Astaghfirullahal adzim….
I’m still 15 years old, right? How much boys that I will meet in the future? 

          Tell the believingmen to reduce [some] of their vision and guard their private parts. That is purer for them. Indeed, Allah is Acquainted with what they do. (QS An-Nur [24:30])
          And tell the believing women to reduce [some] of their vision and guard their private parts and not expose their adornment except that which [necessarily] appears thereof and to wrap [a portion of] their headcovers over their chests and not expose their adornment except to their husbands, their fathers, their husbands’ fathers, their sons, their husbands’ sons, their brothers, their brothers’ sons, their sisters’ sons, their women, that which their right hands possess, or those male attendants having no physical desire, or children who are not yet aware of the private aspects of women. And let them not stamp their feet to make known what they conceal of their adornment. And turn to Allah in repentance, all of you, O believers, that you might succeed. (QS An-Nur [24:31])

May be tomorrow I’ll get a boyfriend, but may be 2 days later I want other guy, 3 days later I’ll get bored with him, a week later I want 5 guys to be my boyfriends, so what will I feel 7 years later when I must get married?

Uh, the devil wanted me to be perplexed.
Em.. Not only that. He wanted me to fall in his trap, eh, fall in the hell.
“Who’s lucky girl can date with him? Let’s do it!”
“Oh, remember when he prayed in mushola yesterday? Uh, really nice guy!”
“He’s a ideal boyfriend!”

Astaghfirullahal adzim….
With my strength heart and my power of faith I plug his mouth, “Allahu akbar!”
Hei, your face are like devil by the way.
Ups, you’re suitable to be a devil.

It’s raining, that makes my mind like gliding out from grubby thought.
It’s because great love feelings to Allah swt. that give us power to againts the devils.

Not all puppy loves are true loves.
Be careful.

Wassalamu alaikum wr. wb.